it's a mess

and so am i
so im praying this only inspires sensational words
that i like to reread
and share with others
unlike all this jibber jabber that has been, as of late

here's the deal:
not going to mexico
my family (mom's side) is a wreck
the latest blow was unexpected
im moving out
again

on the up side
im resilient as hell
and forgot this
until this morning

but what i wouldnt do right now for:
hot chocolate topped with whipping cream, indian food, a good soccer game that i could take pictures of, and my hand to be held by you